The Wounded Soul and Her Infinite Mind


Dear Hearts, O Best Beloved, I pray you will allow these words past the normal babble in our heads, into the stillness of your heart's contemplation.

For the babble has been programmed against us from beyond birth, it is passed-down to us from our ancestors, in our genes, the racial memory lurking in the dark recesses, the deep strata of our wounded psyche.

Originally published July 7, 2018  

22 The light of the body is the eye [the eye of the mind, you, the observer]: if therefore thine eye be single [in unceasing prayer and contemplation of God], thy whole body shall be full of light (9 That was the true Light, Christos, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world).

23 But if thine eye be evil [live, spelled and done backwards, including experiencing the rising terrors of the inner trauma, which haunt us all], thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!*

How great? To strain at the gnat, and swallow the camel. If we refuse to acknowledge ourselves as made in the image and likeness of God, if we refuse to stop thinking small, to stop seeing ourselves as small, and to stop playing small, we can in no ways face how great the darkness is, no way not to be overmastered and overwhelmed by it.

*[The above amplification of scripture is by no means an attempt to limit those passages to the very finite comments interposed within them. It is to draw specific attention to those aspects of the Infinite Meaning contained in the holographic magnificence which scripture is.]

Only a Child of God, abiding fearlessly in her God, has the strength to conquer the darkness within, much less the darkness without. For God in us is the doer, constrained only by the limits of our expectations, our Faith.

Our very strength, our only strength and the only source of strength, comes not from us, Our Colossal Egos Notwithstanding 🙂

Our strength comes from God. This is why the godless cannot raise unbroken children, create anything of worth, and why they must always trick us into doing their dirty-work and creating things for them: the Substance of Strength is God, God's Gift to His children, by Grace, and articulated in this world only by angels. Please read that again, pray thee internalize it.


God's angles. Or when our attention, our 'eye' is drawn to dark things, even mild dislike, doubt etc, then it becomes the works of the Other Team. We say, we pay attention, yes? So, it is a purchase, yes? Oops. Read that again.

Especially all you Christians, who think you can go all week grunting and muttering, and be 'saved' by saying 'amen' on Sunday. How great is the darkness? If it doesn't terrify you into shouting "God, help me!" you aren't seeing it.

When we play small claiming we cannot accomplish something, we are Selling God Short, and thereby crippling ourselves.

Jasmine's friend, we shall know him as Reynaldo, was born in Italy. Abused by That Church and others from birth, poor, and 'uneducated.' Reynaldo has as many of us, had a terrifically difficult life. He has always avoided the internet, contenting himself with a weekly dose of lying Euro MSM for 'news' of the world.

Reynaldo can comment at length, on the true nature of industrial food, vaxxes and 'medicine.' He knows in detail what happened on 911, who killed Kennedy, what a monster the EU is, what monsters the bankers are etc, something Jasmine has marveled at.

"How can you know all these things, which have taken me years to discover, from listening to the nitwit teevee news!?"

"Well, I go for long walks in the forest and hills, and I think about it."

Reynaldo derives all of his unlettered knowledge of things, from within himself, "Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus." He wouldn't say it that way, but the rings of Light around his head speak the truth plainly.

What is Intelligence, What Happened to Cut Us Off From It

You got it in your mother's breast milk, and she got it from hers, even worse if it was similac.

You stood there at some point in your infancy, radiating Joy, which is also the Infinite Intelligence. And standing there radiating happiness, you were blindsided, backhanded to the floor in the midst of it, until you learned to stop doing that.

You were told it was because you tracked dirt on the floor, or made some other glorious mess, but that was a lie, simply her excuse, to avoid acknowledging the painful truth of what she was about.

Why would your own mother do this to you? To protect you, of course. To knock that look permanently off of your face, before some random true monster came along and plundered it from you. Because here on Planet Pain, the plundering of our innocence is a near certainty.

And so, whether it was our own mother, father, an aunt or an acquaintance, this service was inevitably provided us, and, absent knowing how to take refuge in your God as illustrated to us in the Book of Job, it was a blessing.

The Mystery of Job: Refuge in God

Because, if we did not take this medicine, we did get plundered by the monsters. Even if we got it from our mother's hand, most of us were still, repeatedly, plundered by the monsters, in one way or another or all of them.

If it was really bad, as it was for most of us, we have blocked it away, banished it from memory, how great is the darkness 🙁

Self Consciousness

All of us, the bravest Warrior Patriots, are rising from the Human Wreckage.

Which, in the Heart of Our Lord Jesus, becomes transformed by our Overcoming in him, into the Way, the Truth and the Life.

Via the Gethsemane--accepting responsibility for our own suffering, followed by accepting responsibly, thank God gradually vs all in one terrific moment, in our Lord's display of Breathtaking Agonizing Mastery, Gethsemane—incrementally accepting responsibility for all the world's suffering, amen.

Crying and wailing and gnashing, we go: "39 And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt," but we did go, and we keep going, amen.

The Wreckage

Did we learn to play small? Oops. Did we take up the job of smacking ourselves down, lest the innocent, childlike Joy, Infinite Intelligence rise unbidden, triggering our deepest fears of getting smacked down yet again? Oops.

Did we forget to grow up? Did we forget to put on the Armour of the Lord, did we continue playing small, transporting and transposing our truly, terrifically wounded child's vulnerability and terror, by simple habit of repetition, into a wounded facsimile of adulthood, automatically playing small? Yes. Almost without exception, we did.

What Do They Fear

The Infinite. Mr. Infinite Love Himself, in us. The Infinite Intelligence arising in us, Especially Terrifies Them. Nothing sets them to a murderous rampage like the look of Innocent Joy, Infinite Intelligence, on the face of a toddling son or daughter, Shining Sun of God.

All warfare is waged against The Woman and Her Seed, make no mistake about it. That is and always has been the purpose of war: to Wipe that Joy off the faces and out of the hearts of the Beautiful Children of God, followed by enslaving and devouring us.

12 And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.

The Still, Small Voice is the Voice of Infinite Intelligence, whispering within you. The burden of shame and self-condemnation, the self-hatred we carry, was placed upon us to prevent us from Listening For It, and Heeding Its Joyous Blessed Counsel.

The Still, Small Voice has a million counterfeits. The only way to truly know the Still, Small Voice, of God, of Conscience—Con-Science, yes? The Science of Consciousness—is by the Cloven Tongues of Fire, the Holy Spirit.

This is why Q keeps insisting, and also, really, pleading with us: "Trust yourself."

This is what they are pleading for us to do. To stop! seeking outside ourselves, and to Go Within, Into the Stillness for our answers, for our knowing. They know, if we will simply do this, The Plan will require No Further Proof or Explanation.

Men and Women of God do not require explanations. We lead by example as Christ did, and Let the Truth Speak For Itself.

Sorting the Still, Small Voice out of the endless noise in our heads. Most of what you think are your thoughts, 98% of what goes on in your head if you have not learned to control your mind via meditation, is noise from outside.

They are not your thoughts, the fake-out is that they all speak with our own internal voice, so we are lulled and fooled, often hypnotized into thinking the noise in our heads is our own thoughts. Reread that thrice, beloved.

The quibble "Oooeeeooo, does ESP exist?" is the juvenile attempt to deceive you into accepting the noise. ESP only becomes miraculous when you can focus your mind sufficiently to separate out single threads from the mess. We are all hearing each other's thoughts, and most dastardly: The Groupthink!

Subjugation into Groupthink, The Strident Assertion

Together with feeling the endless tides, of the base feelings of the un-Christened masses until we learn to command the angles to block it all. At first, this may take repeating the prayer a thousand times to get it working.

Otherwise, it's exactly like listening to a million radio-stations all at once: Simply Random Noise.

The True Nature of Intelligence, Know Thou This

So you think you are dumb, and they are smart, waving their degrees and pomposity in our faces. We learned, nay, were relentlessly conditioned to sell ourselves, and God, short. Keeping our heads down, dare not draw attention to ourselves! Oops.


13 Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.

14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

? --I thought Christ said he was the Light of the World! What's this ye are the light of the world business?

19 And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.

Personal Christhood is Accepting Personal Responsibility, for the World and every thing and creature upon, above and within it, Gen 1:26-31.

He delegated the job to us, didn't he. Watch the 'Christians' duck that responsibility, and run for cover. "No! No! I'm a filthy sinner!" The Unholy Church of Abdicated Responsibility.

The reality is, every Child of God is born a genius, naturally, effortlessly accessing the Infinite Light, the Infinite Mind of God. Not cheerleading. Read your Bucky, R. Buckminster Fuller. Thousands of children, carefully studied, way back around the end of WWI if I remember correctly.

We've been conditioned to believe we can't have Good Things, without suffering first. That is definitely the case for the fallen angels which conditioned us, dumbed us down into believing it: But Beloved, if it isn't Effortless, it isn't God, I AM THAT I AM.

33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you (Effortlessly).

Being! Not doing.

Remember what you did, to get smacked-down as a little child? Nothing! You didn't do anything, you simply let God shine through you. Dear, Infinitely Joyous, Beloved Child of God.

We've been conditioned to believe if we cannot do trigonometry or recite philosophy, we are stupid. Ignorant, unwashed.

You Have Not Seen the Reality, Beloved. The things you take for granted, your treasured companionships, raising your children, your effortless ability to be kind whenever you choose, even raising chickens! All require Effortless Access to Infinite Intelligence.

Nothing less will do, these things cannot be done without It.

Kindness, is Vast Intelligence ❤

These simplest things we take for granted, getting along with one another, resolving our differences, thrashing around in our relationships! require vastly greater intelligence than is possible for them to access.

The average, loving, humble mom, thrashing along in her life doing her best to rear her children, is accomplishing daily the greatest feats of superhuman intelligence that exist in the physical universe, bar none.

The depictions of women with six arms is not confined to hindoo saints, is it? Every woman knows that having six arms is a Do-Not-Pass-Go Prereq for the job of being a mom, one for the cellphone, one for the car keys, one for the shopping list, with the remaining ten for the children, changing the diaper without getting peed-on takes four!

We know from daily, watching with our hearts in our throats, that children cannot be raised without angels protecting them. Know, that you can't even think of kindness, much less raising a child, without Effortless Access to Infinite Intelligence, however many mistakes we make doing it.

We are happy to delegate witless jobs like mathematics and government bureaucracy, because it would amount to pounding sand all day for a living. "Those that can, do. Those that can't, teach." Not rigorously supervising them however, is a Big Oops.

We take these things for granted! They, cannot experience it nor manifest it for all the money and power in the world, and murderously detest us for their own vampirical vacuosity, from the black depths of their soullessness. So they seek empty degrees, coercive power and titular authority, hoping we'll let them lord those over us and submit unto them. And so, many of us have.

Oops. "Thou shalt have no other gods before me."

It's not like there are alternate interpretations of that sentence.

Not that a degree in physics, medicine, whatever is not a fine thing, when it comes in addition to having a soul.

Infinite Intelligence 101

15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.

The Still, Small Voice requires diligence yea, discipleship. The disciple is The Self-Disciplined One, the Diligent Seeker.

We Feed our Discipleship by diligent study, but we do not seek the answers in the study.

We let it simmer. After it has percolated sufficiently, we simply know.

We don't think, we know. Inspiration, Inspiritus, the Breath of Fire, the Breath of the Mind of God.

Beyond Understanding (understanding means literally, standing-under it, submitting to it, just like school means behavior modification, not education).

Knowing. K-Now. Knowledge, Now. When and where we need it. In Infinite Supply, from Within, if we have the wit to Water the Garden.

We rediscover in the Knowing, the Joy, the Lost Innocence, the Infinite Intelligence, the Peace which Passeth Understanding, Walking with God by the Power of Cloven Tongues of Living Fire, the Holy Spirit, the Living Witness and Testimony of our Lord Jesus, amen, and Amen ❤

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